Oh hey blog

Haven't posted in a while, sorry. I thought this was going to be a good way for me to get through this deployment, but Dustin and I get to talk a good amount through out the day. I think its because I have no desire to write because all day, all I do is write to Dustin. I love how much I get to talk to him! It's pretty much emails, sometimes facebook IM and even a few phone calls here and there! Its been a little over a week and he should be hitting his first port soon meaning.....WE CAN SKYPE! ahhh I can't wait I can't wait!! I miss his face! There is a six hour time difference between us now and he's awake at work, I should probably be sleeping but instead I figured I would do this ; learn more about me I guess..

Where is the person who has your heart?
Somewhere in the middle of the Atlantic ocean. In other words, way too far from me.

What is the wallpaper on your computer?
I don't think I even have a wallpaper? 

What do you want for your birthday?
A surprise visit from my sailor. Hey a girl can dream right?

Congratulations, you just had a baby girl! What's her name?
Kyleigh Ryan Snyder. Not positive on the spelling of first and middle name yet though =]

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
At work tonight. Every time I work. 

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
oh yes

Are you mad at anyone right now?
eh not really anymore. I'm over it.

Are you happy?
I'm ok

Do you miss anyone?
you have NO IDEA

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my seeeester

Is anything bothering you?
my head hurts a bit, hearts ok at the moment.

What are you craving at the moment?
October

Have a best friend?
Melinda Marie

Are you in a good mood right now?
yes, I got to talk to my baby for a while!

What are you doing?
not writing my paper. I'm so over RIC

Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
I think.

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
When Dustin was here, too long ago

Are you wearing a ring, if so, who gave it to you?
ENGAGEMENT RING! MY FIANCÉE!

What's your most recent drama?
cvs drama. Its fucking ridiculous how much drama goes down there

Last movie you watched?
date night, is that what its called?

Is anyone protective over you?
I'm sure

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
not really

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
no

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
yes

Are you waiting for anything?
To see Dustin walk off his ship and into my arms...in 6 months

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really upset?
Dustin deploying

Do you hate anyone?
somedays

Are you going out of town soon?
OHIO!!

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
read

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
mel and schuyler

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
people are pathetic. Idc

Where is your dad?
upstairs in bed

Last time you laughed?
work

Is it possible to be single and happy?
I could never be single and happy now that I found my soulmate..but I guess for others, sure

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
October

Do you think you'll have the same best friends a year from now?
yes

What was the first thing you did this morning?
emails my baby and made pancakes!

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
of course

What was the last thing you drank?
snapple lemon tea

Do you stay up later than ten o'clock on a week night?
every night

Who's the last person you told something important to?
Dustin

What are your plans for the weekend?
Babysit and work

How are you feeling at this moment?
ok

Do you think relationships are hard?
no. distance, yes 

Are there any bruises on your body?
not at the moment

Are you a shy person?
not really. sometimes

If you had to choose between a million dollars or be able to change a regret?
monaaaayyy

Have you ever just laid down outside and stared at the stars?
yyessss

Was life simpler for you three years ago, or now?
idk

Is there someone you think about every single day?
of course

Do people see you as a happy person?
I think?

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I don't really hide my feelings

Are you listening to music right now?
nothing

What is something you currently want right now?
Dustin

Have you ever dropped your cell phone in water?
I dropped in soup the other day? If you drop your phone in broccoli and cheese soup, it will work, but will forever smell like feet..Just saying

What's usually colder, your hands or your feet?
depends

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
talking to my baby!

Who was the last person to text you?
Melinda

Are you tired right now?
not eally

Last person to be in a car with?
Mel and schuyler

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
usually

When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
I don't care

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Muh baby is olderrr

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Dustin Michael

How's your heart lately?
Dustin has it. It's pretty good though =P

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
mhmm

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
with my baby

Ever tasted your own tears?
sadly

Have you ever lived with a boyfriend?
I can't wait to live with my baby!

Who did you last eat Chinese food with?
Mel and Schuyler last night

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Khols?

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
everyone smokes weed

How has the week been?
somewhat horrible. Dustins first week of deployment, so it dragged

Are promises important to you?
yes

Is there anybody you wish you could spend time with right now?
obviously

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
haha no

Have you cuddled with someone you weren't dating?
probably

Is there something really bad that you've done, that only YOU know about?
nope

Have you ever copied someone else's homework?
haha yes

How often do you cry?
quite a bit

Have you ever been rushed to the hospital? What for?
nope

Are you optimistic?
sometimes

When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
sometimes

Would you answer the phone if the person you fell hardest for was calling?
That would be Dustin, so of course

Do you understand football?
not at all

Kissed someone whos name started with an M?
yes

Are you wearing any makeup?
lil bit

What are you wearing right now?
tank top and Dustins pj pants

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
yes

If you HAD to kiss someone right now, who would it be?
Dustin. Duh

Do you think there are circumstances when it's okay to wait for someone?
What does it look like I'm doing now, and for the next six months?

Is it okay to kiss people if you're single?
yes

Have you ever made any "grown up" decisions?
yes

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
omg yes

Do you have good vision?
the best

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
probably

Are your fingernails painted?
yeah, getting them redone tomorrow though

Do you get drunk every weekend?
i rarely drink

Do you tend to make things complicated?
no

Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
How comfortable I was around him since the second I met him. He had me at hello.

Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, when did you last see them?
 Over a month ago.

Would you rather someone lie to protect you or be honest and hurt you?
honest

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
no

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
no

Damn that took a while. Alright thats all for now folks. I'm going to go grab a midnight (or 1am) snack. Maybe theres some chinese from last night left! I'll try to write more then I have been, its just been a rough week. But I'll be back soon, promise.